Archive for December, 2006
yeah ryt?! clueless but not so…
Tuesday, December 26th, 2006My life again is shattered from a news I got from a text! Bat pa kasi ako nagtanong eh! Well what’s new? Again, another rejection from the same identity… duh?! Yeah this is the third time right? I’ve been rejected three times twice…I’m sick and tired of it. Its time for plan B. Time to move on… This is it! I’m not saying the end of the line but the end of my dreams with them. Enough is enough! Kung ayaw mo wag mo! I just hope my plan B will work out! Wish me luck! By the way, I celebrated Christmas eve with my sister all by ourselves… probably an unforgettable one.
in loving memory of Kuya Mike….
Friday, December 22nd, 2006today my cousin just passed away… the last time i saw him was when i went home for my grandfather’s wake. Kuya Mike, he cannot walk. He lived his life in sitting in one corner in his chair and do everything with the aid of a helper. Though he is disable he managed to do business (load), to make a living so he will not be a burden to the family. He is also very cheerful. He really dont mind if he is handicapped. He even had girlfriends. Whenever he text me, he would always say "pamasko ko!" i think we had a gift for him this christmas which we already gave to him (because my mom & sis went back home to province for my grandpa’s babang luksa)
Now he’s gone… im glad for he will suffer no more.
but i am sad… coz a good man is gone.
the eldest grandson is gone. a loving and cheerful cousin is gone.
May the Lord guide you, kuya Mike in your Journey to heaven…
Now he’s gone… im glad for he will suffer no more.
but i am sad… coz a good man is gone.
the eldest grandson is gone. a loving and cheerful cousin is gone.
May the Lord guide you, kuya Mike in your Journey to heaven…
shortest…
Wednesday, December 20th, 2006wala lang Im just glad we do have a copy of kyla’s latest album (orig ofkors!)… jus love her voice>>>> rnb princess Melanie Toledano este Calumpad pala!
love the lyrics….
Friday, December 15th, 2006if we fall inlove by rj jimenez & yeng constantino
there will be no ordinary days for youif there is someone who cares
like i do
you got no reason to be sad anymore
I’m always dreaded with a smile
with just one
glimpse of you
you don’t have to search no more
coz i am someone who
will love you for sure
so
Chorus:if we fall in love
maybe we’ll sing this song as one
if we fall in love
we can write a better song than this
if we fall in love
we will have this melody in our heads
if we fall in love
any where with you would be a better
place..
you can watch sad movies in a
different light
so I’ll be right there beside you
huggin you so tight(oh so tight)
has from never felt so cold and empty
again
coz I will keep on holding on and
won’t let go(never let you go)
Bridge
Chorus
feel so good when you’re around
one smile from you
make my day just so bright
im happy
Friday, December 15th, 2006this might sound very childish and chummy and corny but hahahaha!!!! i am so happy kc may copy na ako ng princess hours. ALthough it will only start on monday (which i will still goin to watch!) syempre iba kapag nakadubbed sa pilipino! at natapos ko na pala ito sa net. im still happy kc may souvenir na ako… since i will be alone this weekend hehehe panonoorin ko sya sorry walang pakialamanan! i inetend to have a copy of my fave asian dramas and movies so far may princess hours na kao, my girl, my sassy girl and so close na ako. MG, only u, full house, ring0, the phone, and my little bride pa!!!
un lang!
un lang!
four women
Thursday, December 14th, 2006i would like you to meet four women i had an encountered yesterday….
first woman was the husband of our big boss at SC. lets just call her LV (kc baka mademanda ako kapag binanggit ko name nya. haller! maimpluwensya yata family nila!) i heard about her (nung nasa Sc pa ako), saw her pics in the net (coz of friendster. Ooops, wlang syang frenster acct noh! sa mga anak nya lang po!) but i have never seen her in person. As i was saying, she went here at my current office (kc close cla ng mga may-ari ng company. Small world di bah?!) when i saw her, shocks! she’s a woman of elegance. Wearing longsleeve polo & jeans. she looks so sosyal talaga! beautiful,tall and she looks younger in personal. parang hindi late 20’s ang mga anak nya. parang kapatid lang sya ng mga ito. i guess his husband (honorable AJ) is very lucky to have her. she’s a career woman who managed to keep her family intact and close.
second woman is Mrs. Cruz (my grade six science teacher). whenever i go to church, i always see her with his hubby who’s also my teacher in EPP in grade 5), i saw her last night. i started the conversation by saying, "Mam Cruz, estudyante nyo po ko sa grade6! kamusta na po kayo?" she said that she still remembers me, though she didnt mentioned my name (baka nakalimutan na nya.but she’s not that old). Im glad na rin she remembers me. Nagkamustahan kami. i found out na marami na ang mga teachers ko sa elem. (who was my sister’s teacher also and my 40 year old neighbor teacher too) ay patay na. :( Feeling ko nga ang tanga koh! Duh! baka mafeel nya that most of her colleagues are already in heaven malapit na syang sumunod. BUt she’s smart she’ll not going to think that way. some of my teachers too already resigned or retired nasa USA na! but my adviser in grade 6 (maam Lam) is still at MARES teaching.Its just so sad because i live near my elem. school but i got no time to visit it. Sbi ni maam cruz she’s now teaching religion.(parang ang layo di ba? science tapos religion! well its God!). before we parted ways i told her, "maam thank you po sa pagturo ng science." (nakakaiyak di ba? I saw in her eyes, natouched sya, ako rin!) Thank you is the best i can say to thank my good and dedicated mentors (i remember bihirang magalit un pero nagalit at napaiyak namin sya once, astigin at maingay kc section 1) she said, "masaya kapag nakikita mong nagtatagumpany ang mga tinuruan mo.pag malayo na ang narating nyo." I want to say to her— i somehow failed her. Dumaguete pa lang pinakamalayo kong narating. wala pa ako sa kalahati ng goals ko.
this will lead to third and fourth woman.
third is no other than my mom! that night too, we had a heart to heart talk about our situation (problems, stress and everything). im just so grateful na kahit minsan ay nawawalan ng loob si mama. i know she keeps on holding on because of us, me and my sis and the family. (sob…nakakaiyak talaga ito!) i love her.
fourth is someone who call her self sassy princess… krung2. always trying to be happy but behind her eyes are her frustrations, failures, stress, loneliness, feeling of emptiness and loser (na PDA lang at Princess hours ang nagpapasaya sa kanya ngayon. thank u kapamilya! ofkors join na rin ang friends and loved ones nya). but never in her life she lose hope, faith and continues to be optimistic. sbi nga nya kagabi kay Lord while crying and praying… You are the only who i can turn to. dont leave me i know You will not… ikaw lang kahawak kamay ko! thank you!.coz i know, everything’s gonna be fine… Haller ang problema nya… mababaw lang compare sa mga may malalang sakit, namatayan, nasalanta ng bagyo. So piece of advice… if u have a problem, fianancial or broken hearted. think fisrt! may K ba akong magmukmok at malunod sa lungkot? analyze your problem. kcng bigat ba ito ng problema ng ibang tao? be grateful. coz He will always be there for you! be like the fourth woman… optimistic and faithful to HIM.
first woman was the husband of our big boss at SC. lets just call her LV (kc baka mademanda ako kapag binanggit ko name nya. haller! maimpluwensya yata family nila!) i heard about her (nung nasa Sc pa ako), saw her pics in the net (coz of friendster. Ooops, wlang syang frenster acct noh! sa mga anak nya lang po!) but i have never seen her in person. As i was saying, she went here at my current office (kc close cla ng mga may-ari ng company. Small world di bah?!) when i saw her, shocks! she’s a woman of elegance. Wearing longsleeve polo & jeans. she looks so sosyal talaga! beautiful,tall and she looks younger in personal. parang hindi late 20’s ang mga anak nya. parang kapatid lang sya ng mga ito. i guess his husband (honorable AJ) is very lucky to have her. she’s a career woman who managed to keep her family intact and close.
second woman is Mrs. Cruz (my grade six science teacher). whenever i go to church, i always see her with his hubby who’s also my teacher in EPP in grade 5), i saw her last night. i started the conversation by saying, "Mam Cruz, estudyante nyo po ko sa grade6! kamusta na po kayo?" she said that she still remembers me, though she didnt mentioned my name (baka nakalimutan na nya.but she’s not that old). Im glad na rin she remembers me. Nagkamustahan kami. i found out na marami na ang mga teachers ko sa elem. (who was my sister’s teacher also and my 40 year old neighbor teacher too) ay patay na. :( Feeling ko nga ang tanga koh! Duh! baka mafeel nya that most of her colleagues are already in heaven malapit na syang sumunod. BUt she’s smart she’ll not going to think that way. some of my teachers too already resigned or retired nasa USA na! but my adviser in grade 6 (maam Lam) is still at MARES teaching.Its just so sad because i live near my elem. school but i got no time to visit it. Sbi ni maam cruz she’s now teaching religion.(parang ang layo di ba? science tapos religion! well its God!). before we parted ways i told her, "maam thank you po sa pagturo ng science." (nakakaiyak di ba? I saw in her eyes, natouched sya, ako rin!) Thank you is the best i can say to thank my good and dedicated mentors (i remember bihirang magalit un pero nagalit at napaiyak namin sya once, astigin at maingay kc section 1) she said, "masaya kapag nakikita mong nagtatagumpany ang mga tinuruan mo.pag malayo na ang narating nyo." I want to say to her— i somehow failed her. Dumaguete pa lang pinakamalayo kong narating. wala pa ako sa kalahati ng goals ko.
this will lead to third and fourth woman.third is no other than my mom! that night too, we had a heart to heart talk about our situation (problems, stress and everything). im just so grateful na kahit minsan ay nawawalan ng loob si mama. i know she keeps on holding on because of us, me and my sis and the family. (sob…nakakaiyak talaga ito!) i love her.
fourth is someone who call her self sassy princess… krung2. always trying to be happy but behind her eyes are her frustrations, failures, stress, loneliness, feeling of emptiness and loser (na PDA lang at Princess hours ang nagpapasaya sa kanya ngayon. thank u kapamilya! ofkors join na rin ang friends and loved ones nya). but never in her life she lose hope, faith and continues to be optimistic. sbi nga nya kagabi kay Lord while crying and praying… You are the only who i can turn to. dont leave me i know You will not… ikaw lang kahawak kamay ko! thank you!.coz i know, everything’s gonna be fine… Haller ang problema nya… mababaw lang compare sa mga may malalang sakit, namatayan, nasalanta ng bagyo. So piece of advice… if u have a problem, fianancial or broken hearted. think fisrt! may K ba akong magmukmok at malunod sa lungkot? analyze your problem. kcng bigat ba ito ng problema ng ibang tao? be grateful. coz He will always be there for you! be like the fourth woman… optimistic and faithful to HIM.
song for the moment…
Wednesday, December 13th, 2006Beautiful Days ***I see beautiful days with you / I feel beautiful ways of loving you / You’ve touched my heart so deeply / And I can’t thank God enough / For all the beautiful days with you / I feel beautiful ways of loving you / Everything is just so wonderful / Every little thing is just so beautiful / When I spend it with you You came along / In an unexpected time / It was so divine / Knowing you are mine / It feels so right / When I look into your eyes / I never knew that love / Could make me feel this way / I can’t wait for the day / When I can truly say ** You… Woh, oh who You.. / With you I felt fine / So right I’ve sang so many songs in stages / With thousands of them watching me / But you’re here with me now / And I sing this song to you / To you, baby / Just for you / Just for you** You…
Hawak Kamay Minsan madarama mo kay bigat ng problema / Minsan mahihirapan ka at masasabing "di ko makakaya" / Tumingin ka lang sa langit / Baka sakaling may masumpungan / Di kaya ako’y tawagin / Malalaman mong kahit kalian **Hawak-kamay / Di kita iiwan sa paglakbay / Dito sa mundong walang katiyakan / Hawak-kamay / Di kita bibitawan sa paglalakbay / Sa mundo ng kawalan Minsan madarama mo / Ang mundo’y gumuho sa ilalim ng iyong mga paa / At ang agos ng problema’y tinatangay ka / Tumingin ka lang sa langit / Baka sakaling may masumpungan / Di kaya ako’y tawagin / Malalaman mong kahit kalian ** / Wag mong sabihin nag-iisa ka / Laging isipin meron kang kasama / Narito ako oh, Narito ako… ** Sa mundo ng kawalan / Hawak-kamay, Hawak-kamay / Sa mundo ng kawalan…
Panalangin Panalangin ko sa habang buhay / Makapiling ka, makasama ka / Yan ang panalangin ko-oh / At hindi papayag, ang pusong ito / Mawala ka, sa ‘king piling / Mahal ko iyong dinggin / At wala ng iba pang mas mahalaga / Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig / Nating dal’wa… / Sana naman makikinig ka / Kapag aking sasabihin / Minamahal kita * Panalangin.. / Panalangin ko sa habang buhay /Makapiling ka, makasama ka / Yan ang panalangin ko-oh / At hindi papayag, ang pusong ito / Mawala ka, sa ‘king piling / Mahal ko iyong dinggin /At wala ng iba pang mas mahalaga Sa tamis na dulot ng pag-ibig / Nating dal’wa / Sana naman makikinig ka
Kapag aking sasabihin / Minamahal kita…aaah (*2x) Panalangin, panalangin…
Kapag aking sasabihin / Minamahal kita…aaah (*2x) Panalangin, panalangin…
Felt So Right I love you I dont know what else to say / Cause I look for you more each day / I need you I want to feel your embrace / And have the chance to touch your face / I was lost in the road / But you showed me the way / Now i called you my own / There’s will never be the same ***How could I know / You will hold me close so tenderly / Even though I’m alone / I can feel your arms in folding me / At that night, you can mine in just one night / When you held me tight / Ohhh it felt so right I feel you your always here in my heart / It never reflects your sense before apart / I was lost in the road but you showed me the way / Can’t go on on my own / Wishing that you would stay / repeat ***
simple things in life
Tuesday, December 12th, 2006- be brave. even if are not, pretend to be… no one can tell the difference…
-when playing with children, let them win…
- when someone hugs you, let them be the first to let go…
-wave at children on a school bus…
-keep a notepad and pencil on your bedside table… million dollar ideas strike at 3am…
-look at people in the eye…
-compliment the meal when youre a guest in someone’s home…
-don’t expect life to be fair
***live life to the fullest for the future is scarce. enjoy for LiFe is BeautifUL!—- lanie
-when playing with children, let them win…
- when someone hugs you, let them be the first to let go…
-wave at children on a school bus…
-keep a notepad and pencil on your bedside table… million dollar ideas strike at 3am…
-look at people in the eye…
-compliment the meal when youre a guest in someone’s home…
-don’t expect life to be fair
***live life to the fullest for the future is scarce. enjoy for LiFe is BeautifUL!—- lanie
simbang gabi na poh…
Tuesday, December 12th, 2006Its Christmas time….
A time for sharing, a time for giving, a time to celebrate.
And so they say—-
But what’s the true meaning of Christmas?
Is it only sharing?
Giving what?
Celebrate to the max!?
How?
What if you don’t have a thing to share, to give…
Or if there is… it’s not enough to share or to give.
Can everybody really celebrate without a frown in their hearts?
Or only those who can afford to buy Xmas lights, hamon, noche buenas, Xmas tree?
What if you want to give but you can’t
Because you are troubled that tomorrow may not be enough.
Ahhh… for me.
As long as I can go to church.
Say my greetings to my loved ones, my family. And friends.
If I can’t give a thing,
If I can’t share a blessing…
All I do is give and share a simple prayer for everyone.
That’s the least I can do.
Lastly,
I thanked HIM for coming into my life.
That’s it! That’s it, I guess what is Christmas Time.
wala lang… haay gusto ko talagang matupad ung no1 ko… kaya nga no.1 eh! un talaga un eh. un un eh! at bad trip kapos ang budget ko!!! 
